where will you be in three years?
02 Jan 2011 Leave a Comment
Hey look, i just remembered i had a wordpress. go me! Anyway, i was reading through the stuff i have in here and i was wondering, back in 2007 did i ever wonder where i would be in 3 years? Well for one, i married my boyfriend, am graduating college, and my grandmom is now in a nursing home. Seems like things should be on the up and up right? No, not so much. my new life mantra, Murphy’s Law is in effect. Anything that can go wrong, will…and usually I am to blame. Now my life isn’t a living hell, nor is it in shambles, but i, personally, am making it a struggle for myself. for example, i met a guy (shocker) who is EXACTLY like my husband, but he has what my husband lacks. [not getting into specifics] lately i cannot place my feelings for him or my husband. I am finding myself back in a familiar place…depression. Its not like everyday is a struggle, but i feel numb. i need to place my feelings and emotions before i do or say anything else really. i think i shall call this my quarter life crisis. i’m not quite sure i’ve lived the life i’ve wanted…but then again who really does? it wouldnt be a life worth living if it went as planned right? well then why am i sitting here with a huge fucking headache, aching eyes and tears? because life aint easy…thats why.
and andrew got me into ronin and i’ve lost my train of thought.
